Muse: A Woman With a Suicide Note
She sits face pumping into her typing machine,
Cold pale skin,
Dark brown eyes,
Soul looks deeper than your favorite poem,
Her eyes gloomy and reddish,
Maybe she is finishing up some work for tomorrow,
Or maybe it's a suicide note,
A suicide note that details the last few days of her life,
Stretched in words her parents wouldn't be able to explain,
You can see the splinters on her fingers as she types vigorously,
Blood seeping between the keys,
Eyes drenched in a seductive plea,
Last week she had been caned so hard she came so hard her toes were numb,
From the obvious daddy issues she had overcome,
She liked the pain as a kid and slowly transformed into a psycho masochist,
It all started when she used to cut herself as a teen.
Then progressed so far into a numbness she couldn't feel a thing,
Without pain and pleasure there was no Jane,
Her Dom had took a trip to Italy and never returned,
Her reason for the world to burn,
You walk into her room and there was a web of lines, circles and pictures like in all those spy movies,
A search for her Dominant that had gone missing,
Endless days of tracking and reminiscing,
She finally got a hold on him at a coffee shop across town and there he was,
Not in Italy, not dead, not missing,
Only a trapped door to keep her away,
She asked him where has he been,
He responded,
Getting away from you,
Your sick and needs to be 302’ed,
Her heart rolled out of her chest pouring down her arms between her fingertips and into the ground,
This was where her suicide note began,
No pain, no Jane,
No stimulation from from her fingers because they all have splinters.
No Dom who wants her,
No daddy to love her,
This would be her last crappychino,
She slammed the top of her computer down and walked out of the coffee house,
She left everything she had behind,
Her wallet.
Her purse,
Her soul had reversed and stayed in the seat once she had left,
Her inner core knew she was left for dead and wanted no part of it,
This was the end of her world,
No struggle,
No financial issues,
No children,
Just a woman without her Dom...
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