Obsessions

Marinated in a deep pool of promiscuity her eyes are blanking out in darkness,

Sheltered by her hopes of never being enough,

Never actually loving up to her fullest potential,

Is it her fault?….

She’s too selfish to dive any deeper,

She’s admiring surface level lust,

The dirty kind,

The kind that makes you wet in the middle of the night,

Waking up in a state of drunken hormones with the room spinning out of control,

She buckles down with her vibrators every morning,

Until she can obsess over the next bad boy that looks her way,

Witch will probably be tonight because she is confirming with her girls right now via text,

Late enough to catch a guy drunk out of his mind so she can avoid rejection and early enough to get home in time for work at dawn,

She goes home and heads to the section of her wardrobe that is covered in glitter and sequins,

She puts on her sexiest lace fishnets,

Brushes out her hair until her curls are bouncy and full of body,

Puts on red lipstick to top off the evening with a good toast,

As she stared at her self in the mirror she notices a deformity approaching the glass,

Some weird demonic energy that was hovering over the right side of her face,

She throws her lipstick to the floor and begins to scream dramatically,

She starts walking towards another mirror in the apartment knocking down glass picture frames and vases,

Her neighbor next door hears her and starts banging on her door,

Danielle!

Please open the door,

As she made her way to the next mirror she slows down her breath and calms her tears,

Gliding slowly she must have knew she was deformed her whole life since birth,

Why now the surprise?…

Her neighbor finally breaks down the door and grabs her hands,

Daniel are you okay ?

She screams I’m ugly!

He kisses her forehead,

Then takes her in her bedroom and lays her down on the bed,

Then kisses her again on the shoulder,

Then again on her pelvis,

He makes his way all the way down to her vagina where he kisses over and over,

Danielle moans and cries,

Please stop I don’t want your pity sex again,

He puts his hand over her mouth until he can pull his ball gag out of his pocket,

He gags her then ties her hands to her bed post,

He hovers over her body and says deeply,

Get rid of these mirrors you are perfect the way you are,

Stop obsessing over the perfect bad boy that will only use you,

He lays his body flat on top of hers and begins to stroke her in a solid slow motion,

She slobbers all over the gag until she collects too much saliva in her mouth,

She tried to scream louder so he can stop and pull the gag out,

But he obsesses over her body,

Her eyes begin to roll to the back of her head cuming and dying,

As she drowns in her own spit and tears…